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Today begins a 26 -- well now 25 -- day trip through hell.
Alec is staying with his mother this month.
[rant]
Or rather, the pathetic excuse for a mother that he is so unfortunate to have.
This is the thing about her;
she's a grown, adult woman,
divorced from Alec's father, who he loves very much.
And if you believe that a mother and son cannot hate each other, you have obviously not seen these two.
She seems to enjoy ruining both of our lives and justifying it to herself....apparently she gets kicks from ruining the reputations of two teenagers, one of them being her own son, who she strangely expects to love her unconditionally no matter what she does.
WAKE UP, bitch.
Her response to me being suicidal? She told Alec, "If she kills herself, maybe you'll feel sorry for what you did."
WHAT THE FUCKKKK, lady?! HE, of ALL PEOPLE, should feel sorry, for something you caused?!
The selfishness of the human race never ceases to amaze me.
Its a long story in addition to that, but I suppose I shouldn't go into more detail. Its upsetting, first off....

Anyways. For the next 25 days, Alec is pretty much out of my life, as he is with his mother, who grounded him because he stood up to her.
The only advice I could give him was to be polite, but cold.
She wants Alec to need her, but she is so twisted up in her head that she drives him -- and me -- away.
I always wanted to have a mother in law that I got along with...obviously not happening.
Oh well. Alec doesn't want her in his life and in a few years we'll be done with her (:

Alec loves three things: his father, his dog, and me.It's painful to recognize that but it's partially, if not mostly, his mother's fault.
Karma is such a bitch. I know that.

[/rant] sorry bout that....it just frustrates me.

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whheee! pinkcigar is my new graphics journal [erm, techincally a community, but whatever]

so from now on you can find all my graphics there (:

please consider watching it!

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so. basically, if you have a request, DO NOT COMMENT ON THIS POST.
comment on the requests post, please!
anyways.
onto the requests.
OH! by the way, if you don't want anyone else to snag it, just comment and i'll take it down once you get it (:

( i figured twice as much would never be enough for you )

fanmixes are so fun (:
therefore, i bring you little known souls; a twilight edward/bella fanmix :D
enjoy!

( two hearts that need some healing )

hooray! icons (:

[ 16 ] team edward / jacob
[ 18 ] twilight (YAYY! for all these new stills)
[ 15 ] taylor swift

by the way, 4 of the twilight ones are tacked on at the end, as I forgot to add them the first time through (:
AND! you can use any of these as bases (especially #s 27 & 40!)

teasers;


( but we are not making our acceptance speech )

okay, so i finally downloaded safari [which i already love!]

basically i'm trying to pretend i have a mac, with safari & itunes & rocketdock (:

but anyways, i made a start page for my homepage with all my links image-mapped onto it,
& i was wondering if you all would be interesting in using one?
there's a screencap of mine below the cut; it has all my school links on it
( screenshot below the cut )



i would be able to do it in just about any font you care to send me, with up to seven or eight links. i could probably do it in multiple colors...but it probably wouldn't look very good.
so what do you think?

[ 11 ] green
[ 9 ] balloons

credit excited_sodacan 
no hotlinking...dum dum dum DUM [it's evil!]
go ahead and recolor / add text / add textures / whatever (:

teasers;



( waking up at the crack of dawn )

so apparently, the VMAs were suckish (my cable is still out from the hurricane, so I wouldn't know) BUT i did make some icons (:
i'm not going to list the celebs individually; just ask & I'll tell you (:
GASP. there's even one of RPattz! (:
& TWO of Bill! Yay!

rules;
you can use these as bases [they're already colored; so add all the text & textures you want!]
credit me, please
no hotlinking! that's bad. veryy bad...dum dum dum DUMM.

teasers;


( the fangirls will steal your virtue, robert...& they'll enjoy it )

six friends-only / locked banners for your general use (:
no stealing or hotlinking, as always.
& let me know which ones you're snagging; thanks!

teasers;


( from what i've heard, with skin you'll win )